A douche bag once said, “ If I want to move on, why should I wait? I am going to do it now.” If this douche bag is able to pick up the pieces from his heydays of making self-gratifying sex videos, so can I.
There will always be a wound, a scar, or a mark that will remind you of that terrible accident in your life. That mistake you wish never happened. That misstep. That mishap. And no matter how much effort you do to erase it, every time its memory comes up, you can see yourself biting your lip and closing your eyes in shame. The pangs of that stupid mistake get you every time.
I cannot disclose mine. It's much more political to stay silent about the matter and write in this manner. But this I will tell, the reason for committing mistakes of this nature in your life may come from the fact that you have compromised the inner thoughts of your core being. People, no matter how dim-witted, have an inherent sense of what is wrong or right for them. I have managed to blur the lines of that judgment by going after a moment. Oh, what an idiot.
The memory of that giant glossy blunder will always catch up with us when we are somewhere between contentment and selective amnesia. I am grateful that it happened for in my situation, the great fault begets growth.
There will always be a wound, a scar, or a mark that will remind you of that terrible accident in your life. That mistake you wish never happened. That misstep. That mishap. And no matter how much effort you do to erase it, every time its memory comes up, you can see yourself biting your lip and closing your eyes in shame. The pangs of that stupid mistake get you every time.
I cannot disclose mine. It's much more political to stay silent about the matter and write in this manner. But this I will tell, the reason for committing mistakes of this nature in your life may come from the fact that you have compromised the inner thoughts of your core being. People, no matter how dim-witted, have an inherent sense of what is wrong or right for them. I have managed to blur the lines of that judgment by going after a moment. Oh, what an idiot.
The memory of that giant glossy blunder will always catch up with us when we are somewhere between contentment and selective amnesia. I am grateful that it happened for in my situation, the great fault begets growth.
lets not forget the friends that know the secret/s and make it a point to remind you of your stupidity... not fir shaming you, but for you to MOVE FORWARD.
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