Thursday, November 4, 2010

R.O.Y.

A certain amount of courage between the lines of despondence and hope comes through when there is nothing left. Getting out of a limbo and moving away from the spiritual planes of a personal battle be it heaven, purgatory, or hell takes more than sheer will. I have been in hell for 8 months, 6 days and 10 pounds. Then to purgatory for three months and 6 pounds less. It is time for heaven.

To be real, I already knew my stand in this matter. In my mind, however, I wanted a confirmation. Lucky for me, an event brought me the answer. He brought it to me. The man had put me in a situation where I would come face-to-face with his honesty. And like a tidal wave of all my guilt, the encounter washed me out completely. On the onset, I managed to handle it well. I acknowledged this ghost because it was talking to me. I had no choice. I had to perform the exorcism. It was then I figured I created my own monster and it was haunting me.

The following day, I have reckoned the answer that could break off the curse of this ghost. So, when that ghost comes back, I am ready. I have the spell to dismiss it. Indeed, I am no longer in hell.

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